Saturday, January 9, 2010

an old blog..tht i didn't finish..and ima just post it

NOT FOR ME



this is the conclusion i came to today sitting in the passengers seat of his car listening to slow songs aimed towards our relationship. i fell asleep out of boredom and to pass time and to escape the awkward feeling that would consume me. But when I woke up i started to pay attention to the lyrics...woah..is he really gonna cry if i decide to leave??? i felt the guilt rushing through my body causing a puking sensation..